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i've been having this wierd nightmare for the last couple of months. in my dream world i'm convinced that i was in the class, but hadn't been there ever and now it's the last couple days of the semester and i know i'm gonna fail but i keep trying to think of ways where i won't fail. i have no idea where this thing comes from, but it's pretty damn unnerving. i wake up after it convinced that i'm somehow fucking up. that vague feeling of uneasiness. it's wierd.

jen, i don't know how your school works, but in most of them if your professor graded you in a way not explictly stated in the syllabus (that's a hard word to spell), you have grounds for a grade challenge. grade challenges are only sometimes successful, but it's something worth looking into.